I just came back from the atelier and I don’t really want to post today.

I picked Özden this morning with this amazing inspiration and somehow with this inspiration the question appeared in my mind “What is feeding me?” …
During painting a huge anger came up – I could witness myself, but I could not get a clue, where it was coming from, nor I managed to let it go. During last weeks workshop the artist said, the painting might look chaotic, but every brush stroke should be clear and well thought … I was far away from this today!!
Shadows, light, reflections … “What is feeding me?” …
I am posting, as it is today’s work, being aware, that most probably my energies took over a lot!

Thank you, Özden!
<3 Susanne
P.S.: it was good to be back in the atelier today, I would have made a mess in my friends flat … but plenty of flies, who took over during my absence, did not make it easier!