DAY 160

Lizzie’s day …

Lizzie had sent two photos – the first one last year and a second one just about two weeks ago. We agreed to put both to the treasure chest and see, which wants to come out. It was the first one today.

In my small ceremony before starting to paint, I explicitly wished, that I would paint from my heart and not being influenced by something I know, as we shared – and at the same time, I promised, not to question, if something shows up, promised to give it its space, when it appears.

aahhhh …. I cannot find the right words for today – somehow not now, I tried, but I just cannot.

So I will leave it for now and promise to update!

You are amazingly strong, Lizzie!

Thank you!

<3 Susanne

 

Update –

There was pain – huge pain, so much, that I could not stand it – some moments I had the feeling of not being able to be in good service, but somehow I got over this thought and accepted my limits as part of the process, as part of the whole – and whilst on most of the other days I would have worked on details, I just could not.

In the morning, I had “zoomed” in and I worked on the upper painting, not having planned to paint the legs – but when I sat down with above described feelings, suddenly the legs claimed their stage strongly – and they are strong!

In the end, I laid next to Lizzie – receiving and giving back. There is so much more than pain, so much beyond pain. there are so many layers!

Thank you, Lizzie, also for your open sharings on Facebook. So much love and light your way! Have a good dance!

<3 Susanne