Today I picked this picture of Natali and started my day very early, as it was a busy day.
I scratched her on A3, but she requested more space, so I started over on A2.
After I had painted her head and arms, somehow I felt I could not go on. It took me a time to realize, I was afraid of painting the dark colours. Just becoming aware of this and naming it, made a big chance and I started to look closer and started to see colours in the dark.
After I had also finished the feet, I noticed, that it was the cleanest painting I ever did. No colour anywhere else on the paper … before, I had in my mind to surround Natali by green light, but noticing this, I stopped and left her with this open space. I did not put my signature, as I wanted to come back and listen again after coming home in the night. Now I was just sitting with my painting again and I did not change anything, just left Natali in her dance and signed. It feels right.
Thank you, Natali!
Much love!
<3 Susanne